5 1/2 months

Wow..it's been a while since I've blogged! Guess I have just been busy adjusting to work and my new thing is the One True Media site! With all the pictures and videos I had of Wes when he was younger I'm finally starting to create something. I also just did a Wedding one of a friend's daughter. yup..Jay and I finally went out by ourselves! I would have to say this is the first official time. And, can you believe I never called my mom to see how he was doing? I think it was because I was so into taking pictures of the wedding so that I could make a montage that I couldn't worry so much. But, Wes did really well with my mom. He even went to bed early! Unfortuantely, though, he woke up twice in the night to eat. His teeth have been really bothering him. Hopefully they should be coming up any time now. But, it also seems he might be also going through a growth spurt. So, days have been a little rough. We might have to CIO again. We'll see how he does tonight.

As I write this on the 9th, Wes is going to be 6 months on the 19th of Sept! Instead of filling outward, it seems to be just length. It seems that breastfeeding will also come to an end soon. I thought I would be really relieved. Now, I find myself being sad about it. Right now it's pretty much when he goes to bed, in the night/early morning. I was hoping he would be the one to reject me. Actually it seems like he wants it more. He seems to recognizing the differences and now knows what he wants. It's going to be really hard, but I feel I'm going to have to cut him off soon or it's just going to be harder on the both of us..